mew, i couldn´t of a better phrase to star this entry xD. what i meant if that i been "lost" for a while. with still many of trades and gift to complete. so. i dont want that people think that i´m a greedy person that ask for trades and don´t made my part of them. as everybody have seen not my art, i´m not an expert artist so how i mentionated in a previous entry i entered some time ago in an drawing course. i want to made my parts of the trades giving something that worths all the effort and time that other people made in their parts. that´s why i ask a little patience, everything i promised i´ll give it. if you are one of these people that are waiting something from me (trade,request or gift) remember me about it in this journal so i wont forget about it. that´s the meaning of the opening phrase xD "the day i died" (i mean, the long period of time i dissapear) "is the day where i started to live" ( wich mean that i will made arts that worth what my friends do for me)